Women.

I feel like girls objectify guys just as much as guys do girls…

2 months ago  /  0 notes

I’m officially…

I’m officially over those stupid thoughts.
I’m officially over the idea of one best friend.
I’m officially done with waiting, hoping you would care.
I’m officially done caring what others think.
I’m officially going to rededicate my life to Christ.
I’m officially going to CHANGE.
I’m officially going to right my wrongs.
I’m officially going to love everyone and forgive readily.

2 months ago  /  0 notes

Christians confuse me!

So many people praise God for the good things that happen to us… But we tend to get angry with Him for the things that aren’t “good”. In reality, everything that happens… Happens for a reason. Every bad thing that occurs in one’s life has a lesson behind it. Everything that humans view as a negative can easily be turned into a positive. It all comes down to perspective. Next time something happens that doesn’t make sense and you don’t understand how God could let that happen, think about it in a different way. Nighhhhht

4 months ago  /  0 notes

If only.

If only I was different.
If only this didn’t happen.
If only I could take back what I said.
If only we could look past this.
If only you could give me another chance, just like I have given you countless times.
If only you cared.
If only you actually wanted this to work.
If only we both wanted to be besties.
If only you would see how much you hurt me.
If only you cared about all the amazing times we had.
If only you even wanted to know me.

All these stupid “if onlys…” are pissing me off. I don’t want to think about this anymore. I don’t get how I can care about someone who could just drop our friendship completely. I don’t understand. I know that I have other friends, some of them are better than you… Most of them care more about me than you so I do not understand why I have chosen you as my best friend. But it doesn’t matter. You don’t care at all anymore. So I need to get over you.
And just because this seems like a subtweet, I’ll say your name. Troy Garrett Stogsdill. You kill me.
Overall, you are probably the worst thing that has happened to me in a long time. The single most destructive thing in my life. And yet I love you to death. I know you don’t care if you hurt me anymore… I still love you like my brother. Like my best friend and I mean, you’ll never see this so I guess I’m just spillin my guts for no reason. But yeah.

5 months ago  /  0 notes

Friendship

I thank God so much for the friends I have been given. They never cease to amaze me. I can screw up 100 times and I will be forgiven every time.
They love me no matter what and I can never express how much they mean to me. Specifically my two best friends Troy and ally and my best friend/ girlfriend Alicia. They are all such positive impacts on my life and they will never be able to understand how much I have grown as a result of being able to know them and learn from them. They’re all strong Christians and they encourage me to stay solid in my faith. I have never been so happy to be friends with these great people and I just simply can’t go on because I’m starting to tear up. Well… That’s that. Goodnight to the four people that follow me. Haha

5 months ago  /  0 notes

Stay strong.

Even your best friends can encourage you to do the worst things. Stay strong. Don’t give in and know that God loves and cherishes you.

5 months ago  /  Notes